我真的没有办法欺骗自己

我真的没有办法阻止自己不去想你...怎样也做不到,做什么都想到你...这种感觉真的很痛苦...可是我并没有后悔...已经很久没有这样的感觉的,我只想告诉你我并没有要求你马上就要和我在一起...我愿意等的...我只是想每天能和你开开心心的聊而已...不要再对我说那些~因为你说的那些每天都在我脑海里转来转去，转到我都不知道怎样去想其他的事情呀...我想了想你继续往你的目标前进，而就当给彼此一个机会不要这样快就对我说丧气话好吗？昨晚你睡着了早上回我,我马上就回了~因为我整晚都在想事情没有睡到...你给我的感觉越来越强烈了~我真的没办法欺骗自己的良心这样放弃~因为我真的真的很爱你~希望你看了能去想想~
do not have way really detering self from not going to think of your ... Cannot how also to achieve , what to act as thinking of your ... This feels true very pained ... I do not regret that in any case ... Very long not such feeling's , my god of the earth already wants to tell you and I not to require that you will compose in reply together my ... immediately I am ready to wait ... I am only ... wanting to be able to compose in reply your joyful chatting every day Do not criticize those ~ again to me those walk back and forth every day all within my mind , transfer to me not know how to go and thinking of because of you speak other thing ah ... I thought that you continue making progress to your target , should not ask such to say demoralizing words quickly right away well to me what for a each other chance but right away? The you go to sleep last night answering me in the morning , I had returned to ~ immediately arriving at ... in thinking that the thing does not sleep lately because of I am entire You feel that I have no choice but really more and more intensely the give up ~ cheating self conscience of such for mine hoping that you have watched because of I love you ~ really very much being able to go and think about ~